Sunday, August 14, 2011

My life and times

It's been quite a while since I wrote to update my readers about my life in general.

I've been staying home for a few days with viral fever. It did make me rethink a few things (like the way my perfectionism is spoiling this once in a lifetime experience of life) but the bad part is, it kind of sapped my motivation to just do things; made me a little apathetic for a while. Now I'm trying to get back and 'build my life by moments', so to speak.

12th class had kept me real busy otherwise. The studies are demanding of course. And I've been lucky enough to go for some very enjoyable competitions (and win one too!). Tuition tests hover like swords over our heads. And sometimes, you just feel like giving up.

But why give up what's been given to you? Why resist the good that's already there? Why make what could be a wonderful journey into a chore to escape from?

Why try to escape the chance to be educated, to learn to take responsibility and grow up, to achieve my own lil daydream of doing well in the board exam ?

Nah, I've got to get back to what's important. Shirking responsibility leads to problems later. Success takes work and that is what makes it valuable. Impatience and rebelliousness don't make it come faster or easier.

And this kind of self motivation is important right now. I have my half yearly exams coming. And the syllabus is HUGE. There's lots of work to be done and I have to start somewhere.

And aside from that, I have two important debates to work for. Wish me luck and thanks for reading! I'll try to be back with some more poems and articles soon :)

Need to decide something...and get started.

The pic came from here


Arpitha Holla said...

all the best for all ur endeavors.. :) :)

Vivarjitha said...

hi....take care of ur health....all the best....12th keeps us REALLLLLY buzy!!!

Charu said...

@Arpitha: Thanks so much for your good wishes :)

@Vivarjitha: Thanks and I hope your 12th is also going well!

The Nomad said...

hope you're feeling better man.Missed your philosophical presence in school :)

looking forward to more beautiful poems

take care

The Nomad said...

oh and good luck with the debates,i know you'll kick butt =)

and UGH 12th is sucking the life outta me. X(

Charu said...

@The Nomad: The love of friends helps us get up when we're down. Thanks for the wishes!
Will definitely write some more poems when I get some guilt-free spare time.

@The Nomad: Haha, I hope I do :)
Totally know about 12th though :(